Because hunny this is motherhood!
You are being introduced to so many new things, it's a whole new life! You will learn who your true friends are an in all honestly you will probably loose a fair chunk of them too, but somehow you get through stronger an happy than you were before (:
Maybe it's because you created a beautiful new little human life who solely depends on you?

I could go on forever but I'll leave it at that for now, I look forward to sharing your journeys with you ❤️